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Oh haven't updated in quite some time now eh ?
Yeaaaah. So... Yeah I don't have a phone anymore.. So that also means no internet anymore as well. This sucks.. I feel amish..
I love:
John<
Christina
Lauren
And noone else
♥
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[17 Oct 2004|07:46pm] |
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Friday at school was like any ordenary day at school... Or so we Lincoln High School students thought.. During 7th lunch, I was in my English class. When my principal came over the loud speakers screaming "the school is going on lock down, the school is going on lock down !!! NOONE is to leave their classrooms !!!!" and everyone just sat there in shock. Noone knew what to think.. Our school was on complete lockdown for about two hours. So for two hours, I was stuck in one classroom, with nothing to do. The principal would come back onto the speaker now and then, sounding very nervous, saying to pull any students in the hallways into the classrooms. Soon enough, there were 3 helicopters flying above our school. And then we knew, that this was big. Our school let us out early, and we were dismissed one classroom at a time. Noone was allowed to go to lockers or anything. They guided us out through a certain stairwell and out a certain door. And when I got outside, I swear I'd never seen so many cop cars. There was well over 50 cop cars outside, and three helicopters, highway patroll, narcotics police, and swatt teams.
The cop told us what happened... The cop said that a fight broke out during 7th lunch between two drug dealers. And since the big riot last friday when almost 30 students got put in jail, they decided to have the police come in. And apparently, two black kids stole the cops guns. And only ONE was recovered. And then a big riot started (once again) and cops started beating kids with night sticks, and kicking people in the faces and such. I was also informed that someone was stabbed, and another shot. I know there was blood. When I walked by the lunchroom, there were a lot of aids in there with mops and all.
I'm pissed because on the news and in the newspaper, they lied about EVERYTHING. They said it was a big riot that ended up being a 450 kid food fight. Which is pure bullshit. Ask anyone in the neighborhood. Especially us, we attend that school. It made front page in the news paper. And now my mom refuses to ever send me back to that school.
What a day...
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| I ♥ Brittany |
[28 Sep 2004|10:19pm] |
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Me and my good Ol' pal Brittany decided that we are going to go back to our awesome ways, and be close again Yay ! ♥
We used to be tight ass homedawgs back in zee day.
I can't wait. I miss her sooOoo much. <3
exOh
:-*
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[28 Sep 2004|02:41pm] |
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Didn't go to school today. Slept until about 2:00. Mom thinks I have some kind of stomach cold. But I over heard her talking with my aunt, and saying something about taking me to the hospital to see what was really wrong. wtf man. Fuck that, I don't do hospitals. Especially since tomorrow I have to do my radio play in Drama. And we can't miss it at all. Ms.Swift is taking no excuses. Unless well...We die lol. Hmm anyways.. This week is going by too slow.. Someone do something to make it go faster pleaseee.
Oh ! You fine fellas should really pitch in and all give me a dollar. I am in serrious need of black hairdye. I'm tired of all the colors in my hair, and the black that was once in my hair....Is now brown :( Be awesome and give me your money.
Lol.
I love you all <33
xoxo
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| I love Christine <33 |
[27 Sep 2004|07:38am] |
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Ah, yesterday was fun ^_^ And with it being a Sunday, that's quite rare. I went up to Franklin Mills because my good pal Christine wanted me to meet her friend Frank. SooOoo I went. I was really happy to see Christine, because I don't get to see her too often. And I also got to meet Frank. Hah, he's my exact height, which is pretty cool :)
Okay, so when I got off the bus, OF COURSE Christine had to make things awkward lol. I love her though. She was all like "aw com'on you wana meet Jackie, wana meet Jackie" Lol dork. So we all went into Franklin Mills. And Christine was trying to write me something on a piece of paper so Frank didn't see it. But, Christine has bad timing. Lol. Well, we went out to Franks friends' car, and all went to the woods. Lol Christine got attacked by like a million little fuzzy things that wouldn't come off her pants. Hehe.
When we came out of there, we were all in the car, and me and Frank made out. *woo hoo* First time I've made out with someone in fucking five months man. Lol.
We got back to Franklin Mills, and we were all sitting outside. And oh snap, there was two other Jackie's there. How awesome is that ?! Lol. They seemed pretty cool. I've already known the one Jackie. She's Toni's sister. Hmm. What else what else.. Yeah, I guess I'll finish this later or something. I have to go to school bitchez.
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Blah, I feel like shit. Took some new pictures yesterday... I hope you enjoy...
click the link to peek some mOre.
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[26 Jun 2004|08:56am] |
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wOop new pixxies of mehself. and this time, with my newly dyed hair, oh yes. haha. these are all from today.. enjoy...
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shooooooooooot me pleeeeeeeeease... I HAVE TO MOVE ! :cries: i dont know where, and im not sure exactly when... but i don't wanttttt to move :(
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[18 May 2004|02:06pm] |
Basic Info
1. Your Name: Jacqueline
2. Your Nickname: Joey, Jackie, Gidget, Peanut. hah
3. Your Birthday: Nov.20
4. Your Age Now: wouldnt you like to know.. o.O
5. Your Location: Philadephia
6. School Grade: 9th but Im supposed to be in the 10th
7. Sex: female.. haha drews answer to this was the best <3
8. Zodiac Sign: Scorpio
About Me
1. Hair Color: It's actually blonde but rite now, its black and a pinkish color.
2. Eye color: green with a blue outline
3. Skin color: white
4. Height: 5'2 or 5'3... but with boots im like..5'7 ? i think
5. Shoe size: 4.5 hehe
6. Do you care about the way you look?: yeah, Im a loser glam whore...
7. Do you get tanned?: no
8. Do you have big ears?: No
9. Do you have contacts or glasses?: nope
Have I Ever...
1. Eaten an entire box of Oreo's?: Oreo's come in boxes ? no way...
2. Gotten in a car accident?: Kinda
3. Watched "Punky Brewster"?: Yessem
4. Hiked a mountain?: Yep
5. Death Valley on horseback?: Yeah thats what I like to do on my spare time ? wtf kinda question is that ?
6. Stayed home on a Saturday night just because?: Not if I can help it
In the Past Week Have I...
1. Cried?: yes
3. Cut your hair?: guna do that today
4. Worn a skirt?: yes
5. Worn a tie?: nope
6. Been mean?: Of course
7. Been sarcastic?: It comes naturally
8. Gone for a walk?: yes
9. Gone out for dinner?: nope. my family is cheap and poor
10. Met someone new?: pretty much every day...
11. Taken a test?: Uh huh
12. Talked to an ex: Hard to go a day without doing that
13. Missed an ex?: No >.<
14. Hugged someone?: Yep
15. Kissed someone?: only on the cheek. its the "thing to do" here at lincoln hah.
16. Danced with someone?: I danced alone on my computer chair due to lack of something better to do...
17. Had a nightmare?: yeah :-(
18. Fought with your parents?: nah
// YOUR ROOM, WAKING UP //
01. What color are your walls?: black
02. What color is your bedspread/sheets: blue
03. What color is your rug?: i dont have one.. BUT my floors have random paint blobs all over because i tend to get bored...
04. Any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room?: yessem. I have pix, and I have my favoritest poaster which is my Orgy one *hugs poster*.
05. Do you have a TV? Is it big?: Yes. and no..
06. Do you have a phone?: I hate the phone.
07. Do you have your own computer?: I wishhhh
08. Do you have a desk?: um... no ?
09. What are your most treasured belongings in your room?: umm... My pretty flashlight, and my knives...
10. What are your most favorite things in your room?: Radio and cds
11. Do you have any fancy lights in your room?: A whole lot. Strobe light, black light, lava lamp, neon quitar clock light... all kinds of that junk.,.. I feel like Im in the club when i turn them all on...
// GETTING READY //
01. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?: Go back to sleep =)
02. Anything unusual?: I duno... Maybeh ?
03. Do you pick out your clothes the night before school?: Sometimes. Depending if I think Im going to be late or not...
04. Do you try your best to look cute for school?: I have noone to impress...
// SCHOOL //
01. What color is your backpack?: Red
02. Do you try your best when it comes to school work?: Mostly, yes.
03. Do you listen or doodle?: DoOdle ^_^ but only when Im sidetracked...
04. BE QUIET - we all know you doodle, but what do you doodle?: Words, Comics, People, Random things ??
05. Do you eat your cafeteria food, or go out?: None
06. What do you do right when schools over?: Go outside with people for a while, and then wait till the crowds are gone, and then walk merily and happily home.
// HOME //
When you come home are you. . .
01. Miserable?: Not really, the bus is usually all right.
02. Happy?: I wouldn't go that far
03. Tired? No! And it pisses me off 'cause I'm always dead tired before I leave and then it just disappears.
04. LEAVE ME ALONE?: You're the one asking all the questions.
// OTHER //
01. Do you take walks around your neighborhood sometimes?: No
02. What are some hobbies of yours?: Sleeping, eating, Going online. blah blah more sleeping. Well, when I can that is... I have trouble sleeping for the most part...
03. Do you collect anything?: bloOd viles.
04. What do you do in your spare time?: All I have is spare time being that Im grounded.. SOoOo Im usually online, or attempting to sleep.
05. Are you in love, or at least falling?: hmm... maybeh ?
// NIGHT TIME //
01. What do you do before you go to bed?: Talk to someone online.
02. Do you kiss your parents/guardians goodnight, or just say "goodnight"?: Both. ^_^
03. What way do you sleep (ex: on your side, tummy, etc.)?: How ever Im compfortable right befor I fall asleep...
04. Do you like your life?: I cant say that I do....
Last cigarette: Never
Last car ride: Umm.. Sunday
Last kiss: Josh
Last good cry: heh.. =\
Last library book checked out: Don't remember
Last movie seen: Umm.. Basketball Diaries (good movie, quite sad..)
Last book read: Dont know.
Last curse word uttered: shiitttt
Last beverage drank: Some kinda juice. Ergh, it was grossssss
Last food consumed: Dont remember...
Last crush: Heh, still have one..
Last phone call: When Tj called yesterday. But I hate the phone..
Last TV show watched: Full House
Last time showered: Yesterday
Last shoes worn: Me boots
Last CD played: Some mix with v.a.c, wumpscut, suicide commando, switchblade symphony, orgy and all that funn shizzit.
Last item bought: Does Chinese food count ?
Last downloaded: Deadsy : Itsy Bitsy Titsy Girl.
Last annoyance: Kids in my 8th period class.
Last disappointment: I am a living disappointment...
Last soda drank: Pepsi <3
Last thing written: Pepsi<3
Last key used: House
Last word spoken: "Um.. ?"
Last sleep: sometime last nite
Last IM: Brodee
Last sexual fantasy: . . . .
Last weird encounter: . . . i dont know ?
Last ice cream eaten: dont remember... especially with it being that im lactose intolerant... well... thats never really stopped me...
Last time amused: I'm always amused.
Last time wanting to die: I try not to remember these situations.
Last time in love: hey how about no ?
Last time hugged: today
Last time scolded: today
Last time resentful: Every day.
Last chair sat in: Diss one. mmm its comfy ^_^
Last lipstick used: a metallic blue when I went to the club.
Last show attended: When I snuck out two weeks ago to go to gay HP
Last web page visited: mmm this is a tough question... i dunno... maybeh this one ??
Favorites
1. Color: purple and hot pink.
2. Song: Skinny Puppy - Cult.
3. Band: Switchblade Symphony.
4. Thing to do: Go online.
5. Sports team: Sports = retarded
6. Holiday: They're all good 'cause we don't have school.
7. Day of the week: The weekend.
Birth
1. Where were you born?: Northeast Hospital
2. What is your birthdate? November 20, 19**
3. What are your parents' names?: Sally and (Kenny or Gary, not sure which guy is the rite one...)
Friends
1. Who is your best friend(s)?: They're like potato chips, can't have just one. (haha drew ur crazy)
2. Which one always makes your day?: Pete, his silliness makes meh smile *_*
3. Do you know what you would do without your friend(s)?: Die a slow, painful, lonely death.
4. Which one have you known the longest?: Ant and Drew are pretty close to the same amount of time.
5. Which one have you known the shortest?: Good question...
6. Which one makes you smile?: They all do, that's why I keep 'em around.
1) What's your sign?: Didn't we do this...?
2) How often do you dream?: all the time.. hah and not just when im sleeping too... <(o.O)>
3) Do you dream in black/white or in color or both?: both
4) What do you dream about?: Anything and everything
5) When you dream, do you see what's happening in a character's view or camera type view?: both...
6) What is your character usually in your dreams?: I guess me, but there isn't usually a face or a name.. and no one looks the way they really do in reality... but yet I know who they all are... spOoky...
7) Do you daydream?: Didnt I already make that clear ?...
8) Have you ever dreamt about a guy/girl?: Of course
9) Do you find this stuff interesting?: What stuff?
10) Everyone likes a guy/girl. How many hours/minutes do you think about them each day?: 30 hours a day... yup... you heard me.. 30 hours a day...
11) Do you think about anything more often than you think about God?: Lmao wtf ?? When do I think about God ?
12 )Do you think about magic/magical things often?: I think about how cool it would be to have them
13) Do you ever write stories?: Sometimes, hell, sometimes about yOu o_0
14) If so, do you ever get to the middle of it then it just seems to make no sense or have no plot so u just give up?: All the fuckin time.
15) Do you believe in magic?: No
16) Do you believe we have an undiscovered sixth sense?: sure maybe even seven ?
17) Do you have deja vous often?: gah, all the freaking time >.<.. hah sometimes I even have deja vous about my deja vous...
18) Do you ever dream about something then it happens later that month?: ... Dont we all... ?....*scrathes head*....
19) Do you ever watch a movie you've never seen before, but recognize some of the scenes/group of lines?: yeah... sure... maybe from PREVIEWS
20) Do you believe that people can slightly communicate with different dimensions/worlds?: Yeah I do it all the time ?
21) What do you think about at night?: Way too much for my own goOd.
22) Do you believe in life in the universe?: We're lucky to get some life from this planet.
23) Has this survey been interesting to you?: Not really. But it helped me get threw an entire class with no work.
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[17 May 2004|12:29pm] |
here i sit, in my own dark time...
knowing its over... he'll never be mine...
i fucked up greatly, i need a hand...
somebody to be there, beside me to stand...
i miss his touch, i miss his kiss...
i miss him greatly... FUCK, how i miss :-(
im so god damn lonely, im so in love with you...
what am i to do now ? .. i doubt you love me too...
i am such a fuck up.. i thought that u were the one...
but i had to screw up everything, and solve it with a gun...
so here i pick up this pistol, and aim it at my head..
only one more bullet you know, and i will soon be dead...
death is not so bad i think, more like a relief...
it saved me from all my sorrow... pain and disbelief...
i miss your voice so much now, how i miss you so...
i am greatly sorry, i just had to go....
i truely ruined everything... i fucked up really bad...
know i honestly love you ----- , please just dont be mad....
i lie here in my coffin now, in my comfy bed....
dead as a fucking door nail....with a bullet in my head...
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[17 May 2004|12:19pm] |
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Yeyyyyy I got my ticket to Skinny Puppy all thanks to Ozzy hehe. Luv yeh doll. woOp woOp. Im not sure if Im going to the after party at Shampoo or not.. Butttt if I can find a place to crash that nite, then I will probably go.
hmm... Any ways.... yeah... heh I don't really have anything to talk about... hmm... Oh. Well, I ammm stucck in some confusing situation... maybe I'll write about it later, because right now, I don't feel like it.
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[12 May 2004|12:35pm] |
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Ergh, I hate this hot weather. I have to keep drawing my eyebrows on like every freaking hour >.<. Its driving me to insanity. JeEzE... I wish this school had some airconditioning. Hmm... Pretty soon we have to walk over to Mayfair Elementry school for some community service working with some little bastard kids. Hmm... woOp Ozzy said he got Skinny Puppy tickets ! ! ! ! ! YEY hehe. SOOO I think so far me, Kenny, Trish, Ozzy, Kennys friend, and maybe Tommy and one of his friends are all going woOp woOp. I'm not sure what day of the week it is though... I think they are comming June 26, to the Electric Factory. woOp woOp. Teehee. Ew I hate this weather. Especially since we have to walk to that damn schoOl. It better have some aireconditioning in there man. If not, I think I'm going to like die or something.... Meh... I'm in a skirt and I think its sticking to my ass... Lol. Me and Simone were having a conversation about how in the heat, when you sit down for too long, it feels like you pissed your pants and what not. Lol. We were asking people if it happens to them. Hehe. I told her to air out her skirt by shaking it and it wont feel as gross. Lol. I was doing that in Physical Science today and everyone was looking at me like I was crazy or something. Oh well. My ass is hot, I'm going to air it off lmao. Lol. Well I dont know what else to type. I'm tired. I'm hungry.. And I just yern for a nice glass of ICE COLD ice water * d r u e l s *
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[06 May 2004|12:13pm] |
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Ergh, Im in school right now. I have a migrane. Im not in the happiest of moods. And Im really confused at this point... >.< .. hmm...
the moon shines down on my room tonight
i am so confused
and full of fright...
my soul is lost.
i try to find...
i need some help,
im losing my mind >.
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